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Fear
I have come to the realization that I am almost completely controlled by fear.Things that other people do/obtain naturally are completely over complicated by this "phobia". Fear of rejection, Fear of procrastination, Fear of my own short comings, Fear of the lack of understanding and the things I am ignorant of. With that said, I have also realized that until I can logically rationalize the consequences of taking risks an seeking opportunities, I will not be able to achieve/accomplish or obtain the things in life desired. This is sums it up:
"Decidedly it will never have been given to me to finish anything, except perhaps breathing. One must not be greedy" - from the book Malone dies by Samuel Beckett
sorry for the prose. back to Skyrim.
Comments
On Mon, Nov 14, 2011 at 7:44 AM, Pint O'Salsa said:
I know this is a more serious blog but all I can think of is that scene in "Donnie Darko" in the health class and they're watching the cheesetastic video about fear and love. Besides, fear is a natural self defense mechanism, of course do your best to make them your bitch but don't beat your self up to much :)