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So my man and I have like 4 months left of probation (hopefully).... We have already been on it for a year, but now that it is getting closer to the release time, I am beginning to feel ants in my pants. Today has been stressful because my BF went in to see his PO officer, and was probably going to have to take a drug test. He wasn't able to take the test right away (so he'll go in at 2) because the people in the testing place took forever, so he had to leave and go to a meeting at work..... but he may or may not get in trouble for it. But he is like freaking out that he's gonna get in trouble and blowing up my phone. I'm stressed out because I just started IOP (intensive outpacient) and they didn't drug test me on the first day like I thought they would, but it is just like ten hours a week, and I'm a full time student, and I work like 28 hours a week. So my shit for the next six weeks is gonna suck dick, and I feel bad that I feel like I have little room to be compassionate and supportive of my man going through a hard time too.